traumatic..

it's getting tense lately. i mean me.. the red flag is on but it kept on skipping.. last week i started the leakage but the next day it stopped and yesterday it was on again.. and today there is none.. i don't know what happen but for sure it feels like i am standing on the edge.. one second i feel like jumping off the cliff and fall. other time i feel so hopeful and content.. hormonal.. i just want it to stop..

=(

anyway, it is the end of tv series seasons.. watched grey's anatomy season finale, izzie and o'malley were dying in the end.. boohoo~ how sad. Desperate housewives, happy ending with a wedding at last.. How i met your mother.. i'll watch it later. so as the gossip girl, 90210, ugly betty..

i wish they didn't die.. sedih ku..

i want to watch night at the museum twoooo.... premier today. but my man said he'll be tired later and wanted to bring me out on saturday instead.. huhu.. batah ne.

so i had hookah for lunch today. puff..puff..

cool eh c max atu... ok.. mana aku?


the green mystical hookah.. not so mystical after all~


there i am.. tinggi udah ku..iykwim!